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and, if i just
quit right now.

when now is more
now than now:
now. and now,
and now. you see?

mind you. don’t
think that my
second of now is
longer than yours.

it depends on how you use them.
for instance: now.

(maybe 2 seconds)

quoted from ZAROUM, Cia Nenne

Time and Space

time does not
care about space,
space is scared
to death because of time.
time can come
whenever it
wishes, and change
change the life of space
it does continue
to float.

space would like
to stay, for
some time, but
time is mercyless,
and runs faster
the more space
wishes to rest.

space needs to
adapt to time,
but time is
in different to special problems.

time is older
than everything
else, and still,
always the
youngest of all.

the age of space
is counted by
time, and while
time stays young,

space grows old.

time is mercyless,
space is faithful.

the other lives of natascha

dreams could get a bit confusing. maybe even colliding with other parallel universes. are we really in a simulation? or have i already gone mad?

When does a seed become a tree? Is there an exact moment? Didn’t your life on this earth begin as soon as you fell into your mother’s womb? As you know, you lived inside there for months, and during that, you didn’t breathe at all. You lived in an aquarium filled with some liquid. That liquid is what you are made of. Your eyes were shut, your nose was useless, you were able to say a word as much as a fish does, and were hearing your mother’s gas more than your father’s talks. You were moving in absolute darkness. That’s something you can’t achieve even if you close your eyes and cover them with your hands. One day you got out of there and vomited all that precious liquid out. Your life didn’t start as you emerged from that darkness; it ended, and you started another one. The life you mentioned didn’t start with a breath, it started with puke. Your life didn’t start with a movement. It started with a dream; a dream that has always been there, even before you were born. The question is: When did we stop following that dream?

by haziran (tr) / instagram

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“Rüyanın devam ettiği sürece gerçek olduğu söyleniyor. Aynı şeyi hayat için söyleyebilir misin?” – Hayata Uyanmak (Waking Life, Richard Linklater, 2001)

kırık geçmiş’e, geçmemiş kırıkla yolculuk

zamanda geriye yolculuk için formül: pregabalin, duloxetin ve tizanidine. yakıt olarak tomografi radyasyonu: elde sigara, aynı oda ve kı-rık bir ba-cakkır-ba prens odada, büyü bozulsun diye bir prensesten öpücük bekliyor. daha fazla kafayı bozmayıp, zamanı doğru bükebilirsek, kuş-bakışı yaklaşık 2530 km’yi kapsayacak bir helezon yaratabiliriz. önce konuşmaya çalışır, el ele tutuşmayı deneriz. zihnen canlandırmak yeterli, öyle mesaj falan atıp da enerjiyi bozmamak en iyisi. bükülen zaman ve yer olur, boyun olmazsa, kır-ba prens öpücüğü alır ve bu kabustan bacağı bile iyileşmiş olarak çıkar. bu bir anlam yükleme meselesi değil. konuşarak veya yazarak anlatamadığın şeyi, düşünsel olarak iletmek, anlatmak diyelim. hatta bu yol’la anlamak. helezonun içerisinde -olduğumuza inanıyorum, iletişmek de tabii ki mümkün oluyor.

acaba biraz da manyetik rezonans alarak, nerelere ulaşılabilir? evet belki manyetizma da yolculuk ederken zamanında batan dikenlerin yarasını iyileştirecek enerjiyi verir. yarın deneyelim bakalım. yarın ve bir kaç ay sonrası da helezonun içerisinde değil mi?

*radyasyon nedeniyle çiçekle gelmedim.

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